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I Lost Everything

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 19, 2012, 6:40 AM
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: Talamasca Mix 2007 Psy
  • Reading: Anno Dracula-Kim Newman
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  • Drinking: Bavaria
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:icongraphiclia:
GraphicLia Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2012
Miss you! :iconoliviasadplz:
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
So cute but I'm back dear,and I miss you too:iconpinklilyplz:
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:icongraphiclia:
GraphicLia Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012
:hug: I used this message to remind me to run my back-ups. Your experience was nothing I want to repeat. I get lazy about doing this task but the thought of having to recover several months of work almost caused me to :faint: !!!
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
The best solution is to buy several USB's and get rid of suffering.
Treasure up all in them and believe me you'll be safe.I was wrong
because I thought that such a thing couldn't happen to me but now
I will be very careful.Be well and have a nice day my friend!!!
:iconsweethugplz::iconbugplz:
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:icongraphiclia:
GraphicLia Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012
I was doing the USB thing but they are so small that I misplace them. I watched the sales for electronics and finally got a Passport sized harddrive that holds 10x data as the same priced USB. Sweet! It's big enough to find but still fits in a shirt pocket.
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Seagate Barracuda LP ST32000542AS 2TB 5900 RPM 32MB Cache SATA 3.0Gb/s 3.5" Hard Drive -Bare Drive about 160.00,I think it'll be enough for long time
because external hard drives are the best solution when you start to choke in your own data:giggle:.Stay well and take care Lia;)
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:iconleoniezurakowsky:
LeonieZurakowsky Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2012   Digital Artist
OMG!!! How terrible! This is really one of the worst things that can happen to a digital artist! I really really hope you are able to recover as much as possible of what you've made!

I hope you don't stay away from dA for long though personally I know the need to take a break from this place - it's a very strong obsession.

I don't mean to sound trite but I hope you'll gain from this experience in the end. Recently I watched this excellent series about the views on happiness of various philosophers [link] . It helped me feel a bit better about my own crap situation!

And at the risk of seeming insensitive, are you able to get any talk therapy? Sometimes finding that perfect person to talk to is great for recovery!

Take care and I really hope you feel better soon! :D
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
That's for sure my friend,I managed to save quite a bit but how I fairly new at Mandelbulb I only regret for about 2500 my own params which I lost,that's sad.
Through them I learned all I know now.I saved every progress even the smallest steps after my everyday practice and when I began to realize that I positively advance all gone.Yes strong but positive obsession,I'm pretty happy with what I have created here for 10 months.I met a lot excellent people and artists here and most importantly I have a few great friends without whom I wouldn't be here right now,their good deeds have created beautiful memories and helped me to gather strength again, and to come back.I want to especially thank you for your efforts to help me although we didn't close so much and you didn't must do that
but yet you did it.I am eternally grateful to you for that and you can always count on me.I'm back and I feel great so be well and take care dear friend!!!
:iconbugplz:
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:iconleoniezurakowsky:
LeonieZurakowsky Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2012   Digital Artist
So sorry I hadn't got around to answering this message of yours. After I answered your last note, I realised I had to refresh my memory about your previous journal.

Sounds like a terrible situation you've just gone through and once again I'm glad to hear you're back!

Take care,
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:icontopas2012:
Topas2012 Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2012  Hobbyist Interface Designer
my friend, I am very sorry for you that have happened but I believe you have the potential to overcome this,
a hug from me can not solve anything but it can at least help you and you have to move on ... I believe you will overcome this
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Greetings to you my good friend,I'm back and I want you to know that you have done a lot for me so I'm eternally grateful to you and
that in this world,exist more people like you the world would be a much nicer and more pleasant place for liveing.You will always have
my support and help.Pleasure is always mine when I have opportunity to meet such great man.Be well and take care!!!
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:icontopas2012:
Topas2012 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Hobbyist Interface Designer
my friend
I am very glad that you're back.
thank you for this compliment
let me even happier ...
You are a great man too ...
is always a pleasure to have your opinions
And it's good to have a FRIEND like you.

Thank you for everything
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Feeling is mutual my friend and you are always very welcome.
Above all I wish to thank you and to say that I'm honored
because I noticed that you give me new status in the group
so I have access to Admin Area now.How I can help or can I
make some changes with your consent.I have a few ideas and topics
which I would like to set up.Be well and take care!!!
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:icontopas2012:
Topas2012 Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Hobbyist Interface Designer
fell free to make the changes,
I know you're with good intentions
if you have fresh ideas put them into practice

thank you my friend, all the best for you
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome bro,Ok then but I must first set up myself again hehe until then stay well you and you family:manhug:
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:icontopas2012:
Topas2012 Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2012  Hobbyist Interface Designer
ok, bro the same for you too...
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I need your help,I can't find jurnal entries and after I wish to set this up I couldn't find settings for that also I wrote announcement.What you think?
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:iconyiskah-chan:
Yiskah-chan Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Hey hun! If you look in my fractal works, you should be able to find some of your works. But I understand what you mean cause your works are still on dA. I'm so sorry to hear you being this upset.I wish there was something I could do. My computer has exploded too. I saved my work on googlemail. All my folders works and everything. So I highly recommend you try it when you are up for it. They have a whole place called "documents" and such like that you can save it as is from your computer to the file.

Smile, dear! It means a big difference...just smiling makes you feel better. And know that I am thinmking of you and wish you the best!! :huggle:
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm so glad that I met you my dear friend because you are such great person filled whit love and
care,that is more people like you world would be a nicer and more pleasant places for liveing.
Feeling and sense of knowledge how many people gave me support then and now when I came back is priceless.
I managed to recover slightly from my old pc because I totally forgot that I kept one folder whit my work.
on USB.And that's something for new beginning.Thank you very much for everything,overall support and encouragement
I will never forget that kind deeds from you and you can always count on my help.I am always here for you friend!!!
:iconchibismileplz::iconbugplz:
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:iconyiskah-chan:
Yiskah-chan Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
I'm so glad you found a folder with some of your work!! That's wonderful!! So not is lost.

You are most welcome and thank you for your kind words. I'm just being me. And I'm glad I could help in anyway I could/can. I hate to see anyone upset...if there is anyway I can help or whatever I'll try. It makes me feel better knowing your doing well. So, I'm smiling more because you are. I've always been this way. I want to help people and I'm here for you. Thanks again for caring!!

I love this---->:iconbugplz:
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes me too,thank you so much,your support is most appreciated.Indeed great news.
Oh dear:happycry:you really touched me whit this words,I love you my dear friend.
The only thing I'd like to hear you more often in order to know that you're well.
You're always welcome and it's my great pleasure to be your friend forever!!!

:iconbugplz::iconsweethugplz::iconhug1plz::iconaawplz::iconplzhug::iconloveloveplz:
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:iconyiskah-chan:
Yiskah-chan Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks, love!! My pleasure! I wish I could be on here more too. I'm doing okay. I can't complain. Just working through my condition...and looking forward. :D Much love, dear!! :iconbugplz:
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're forever welcome love,I understand it and I will always support you.
Just fight,never surrender!!!;)Same for you sweetheart!!!
:iconpenguinloveplz:
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:iconyiskah-chan:
Yiskah-chan Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much!! I am here for you too!! Hopefully I'll be able to get on here more eventually.

Have a great week!! :iconbugplz:
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconsayhiplz:You're so very welcome,weekend was great.Thank you for everything.
Know you're not alone here my friend!!!
:iconchibismileplz::iconholdheartplz:
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:iconnorizashordy:
norizaShordy Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2012  Student Digital Artist
i wish that all the pain u are going thought would happen to me not u i wish i can save u from the hurt that life gives u i wish that all the bad and surffering and misery would leave u alone if only i was rich i could take u far away from all that i would be with u and take away your pain my heart goes out to u i will pray for u but dont give up
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're my angel of salvation and you will never know how much your support means to me dear but please don't ever want that such a bad things happen to you because you have suffered enough through life.Thank you very much for your support and love be well and
take care please.I hope I will back soon!!!:heart::kiss::rose:
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:iconnorizashordy:
norizaShordy Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012  Student Digital Artist
i know u will be back i believe in u. just know many care about u here and me to
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You are one pure soul which I love so much.Thank you very much dear for everything:iconbugplz:
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:iconnorizashordy:
norizaShordy Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2012  Student Digital Artist
i need help do know where i can put my pic on here i just want u to see my new hair color but it wont let me
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Of course for you always and anytime.I will send you link and if you still needed help tell me dear!!!Here it is FAQ #79: How do I submit Artwork, Flash Animations or Literature?
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:iconnorizashordy:
norizaShordy Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012  Student Digital Artist
no matter how many time gravity makes u fall and things make u feel like u lost its your hearts strength that gives u a message to get up and keep fighting through lifes tough time remember if we give up on are dreams and not try to get up then its like losing what u have inside the will to never give up so keep fighting
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I will,thank you very much for constant support dear:iconloveloveplz:
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:iconvandalgion:
vandalgion Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2012
NOOOOOO!!!!:tears::tears:Thats not fair Bro,you didn't deserve that.I am terrified about the fact that all your data is gone.I hope that there is chance to fix hard drive and return your files.Until you do that,I be here to support you all time.JUST DON'T LOSE WILL BRO!!:manhug::teamwork:
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:happycry:Thank you brother for everything,moram ti priznati da je ovo veliki sok za mene i stvarno sam se razocarao.Sve je bilo perfektno i moj napredak je bio vise nego vidljiv ali kada je covijek sretan i ponosan na svoj uspijeh,uvijek mora postojati neka caka i pitanje je vremena i trenutka kada ce sve da se srusi.Treba ostati stalozen i sabran i ne dozvoliti prokletinji da nanese vise stete nego sto moze.Drago mi je da imas opet net i nadam se da cu se ja vratiti veoma brzo jaci nego ikada.Sve najbolje!!!
:manhug::ahoy:
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:iconvandalgion:
vandalgion Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2012
Bro,znas da sam uvjek tu da te podrzim u svemu.Pomoci cu ti sto vise mogu da povratis sve izgubljeno i da nastavis ka svom cilju tamo gde si stao.Nikad necu razumet zasto se takve stvari desavaju dobrim ljudima,a losi prolaze bez kazni.Nadam se da ces se i ti brzo vratiti i sigurno ces biti jaci,u to ne sumnjam.Hvala i takodje:manhug::highfive:
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:iconjazzilady:
jazzilady Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I am very sad about this! I'm sorry all these bad things are happening to you, bad things are the only thing that builds us to be better people. I know you feel things deeply, take your time though, just know you will be missed! :iconhug1plz:
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:cry:I know my friend and I'm eternally grateful to you.What is done can't be repaired and I'm aware of that fact I only regret because of some things that I lost and I will never be able to restore like pictures and video records of beautiful memories that are lost forever.I hope I'll be back soon,stay well and take care dear friend!!!
:iconsweethugplz::iconbugplz:
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:iconjazzilady:
jazzilady Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I will miss you! Be well Sweetie! :iconhug1plz:
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you my good friend,I was not good but now I feel great and I will try to remain in that state:iconholdheartplz:
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:iconjazzilady:
jazzilady Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hope you do! :iconhug1plz:
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconhug1plz:
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:iconemmaretta:
Emmaretta Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Ohh! I hope every of this sad news will end soon :worry:
NEVER GIVE UP MY FRIEND!
:huggle:
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you from bottom of my heart for your suport and words of solace dear friend.
I hope I'll be back soon stronger than ever I just need more time.Be well and take care.
:iconsweethugplz::iconbugplz:
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:iconemmaretta:
Emmaretta Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
I hope that everything will be fine soon :)
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm back about 7 days ago and everything is just fine.Thank you so much;)
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:iconemmaretta:
Emmaretta Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
I'm glad to read that :) :hug:
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconforyouplz::hug:
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:iconundead-academy:
Undead-Academy Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
So sorry to hear of this , hope you can make a new start and come back soon :)
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:icontiamatheart:
TiamatHeart Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't know whether you know it but you are one wonderful person.
I feel better so I hope I'll be back soon.Be well and take care my friend!!!
:iconsweethugplz::iconbugplz:
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