I Lost Everything

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Greetings my dear friend's,I really don't know how to start this.I'm terribly disappointed because this year is like hell for me.If I could collected all the bad things that have happened to me through my entire life it would be less then what happened in this year so far.First I want to mention the incredible climate change's that don't allow people to function  normally anymore and which also hit my country.Constant temperature which amount is 118.4F(48C)leads to madness.Despite all this we have river,which should provide comfort in this hellish days but swimming and relaxing is impossible because pollution has reached critical level so I wonder why all this happens just this year.I must admit that my energy level is too low and I feel enormous pressure because of all the events that are happening around me,too much illness,deaths and disasters and lately involves people who are close to me so it's like I'm in vicious circle whitout exit.When I thought it couldn't be worse my computer has literally exploded which is certainly not a product of my mistakes so I lost everything and all the hard work that I have achieved over the years just disappeared in one seconds.Hard drive is completely destroyed and I didn't managed to save anythingI can't believe it's all gone and now I must to do everything from beginning but I lost the will and I  ask myself the same question again and again,is it worth the effort, time and nerves.I decided to take a break,forget  everything and let myself to feel absolute freedom of existence.Dear friends I miss you all
and I'm very sorry because I will not be here for some time and I hope that you all stay well and healthy because nothing else is matters!!!



I love you all